When you realize your life is a failure is there a way back to normality?
Pathetic question I know.
So I run away from Romania 16 years ago hoping for freedom as a gay man and hoping to build a happy gay familly. Never happened. All my ex boyfriends where cheaters and liars and looking back they were with me because I was very succesful and had plenty of cash.
After I split up with my last boyfriend I tried dating. No one even looked at me, hey I even tried saunas and cruising sites hoping for a hug. No one even glanced at me. So I got even more depressed.
I m on this dating sites and all the mails I get are from men twice my age ( no offence intended). I sometime like someone and message them, no reply.
At work my boss used all my youth, creativity and technical knowledge promissing me shares. Now he sacked me and employed a new young naive guy.
I m getting into terible financial trouble.
So you see from my point of view my life reached the end. I simply can’t go on with therapy and meditation.
I can’t see a way out.
Hello again,
Im sorry things have gotten bad for you again. Ok life is never a failure and doesnt end til 6ft under.
You are in a difficult time true but that doesnt mean can’t turn it around.
Ok career first of you obviously are hard working and have years of experience under belt and by sounds of stil loads to give. The job market isnt great true but you were successful once and you can do it again you may not have same drive and passion that did but will make you choose jobs more carefully and you also have something loads of people dont experience and if your technical its one field where there are openings.
Love we all go through ups and downs sometimes you get unwanted attention and sometimes you get not a glance or at least the attention of the person you like. but dont force it relax take time to self love will happen. I know sounds lame but honestly I had given up on love and then out of blue meet someone randomly one night at a bar who restored faith.
Dont be defeated honestly thats half problem if go around thinking its a failure then it is in everything.
Go to interviews confident and head high as you have a lot to give. In love the same a little confidence you will find attracts people if you assume wont have a chance then you wont.
I hope things get better and this helps
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